There’s too much stress, too much pain, too much sadness trapped inside my body. The only way it can be released is through the cuts on my thighs and ribs. Razor blade to my skin, feel the burn, see the blood. Numbness spreads throughout my body, releasing the negative. My heart beats faster and harder with the touch of the razor. It’s an addiction. A wonderful addiction.
So tomorrow is April 16 which mean whoever self harms, is suicidal, depressed, has anxiety, is unhappy, going through a broken heart, just lost a loved one, etc, draw a semicolon on your wrist. A semicolon represents a sentence the author could’ve ended but chose not to. The author is you and the sentence is your life.
Tomorrow so happens to be the day I tell my Mom about my cutting and depression. I just want to let you all know, you are seriously not alone. You may feel alone but you aren’t. I am always here for you and I love you. I don’t care if I don’t know you or your past, I am here for you when you need me. I’ve had a mental war with myself for far too long and now I am finally choosing to be truly happy. I don’t want to hid under my fake smiles anymore. I don’t want to keep living the miserable life I am. I want to experience what the world has to offer, the right and happy way.
I’m not doing this to gain attention, or followers, I am posting this to show how much I care and that once again, you are not alone. My scars are fading, my smile is real, and that’s what I wanted for a while. I’ve been clean for 3 weeks and hopefully I will be clean for the rest of my life. Stay strong everyone<3
wow i love this, definitely doing it tomorrow
good luck with telling your mom and stay strong 3 weeks is so good
crying because this is already on my dash and all the notes and omg thankyou ^
(Source: cyberfriendly, via river-fl0ws-in-you)
