& for a minute, i forget that i miss you…
You’re seriously never going to change huh? What happened to “there’s no unconditional love than your families”? Is this what you seriously want? I’ve seen dad wake up every fucking morning trying to earn money for YOU. There’s days when he forgets his lunch and doesn’t have food for hours because he’s working trying to get money so you can spend it all in the casino, clothes, phone, go out and eat? Mom is out working until midnight and sometimes cries because she’s so tired. Man the fuck up. You’re 21 for god sake. Mom has heart issues and you know that. Dad has diabetes and if you want to keep him longer then quit your selfish bullshit. Get a job and go to school. Your lies have made everything worse. Why can’t you just be honest and avoid this? Yesterday after dad hung up with you he went into his room. I was there and he told me he wanted to sleep. I left but I noticed he was grabbing his chest and he was pale. If you don’t care for OUR parents then stop doing this to them. I still want to see them when I’m older and I’m sure Blake does too. I never wanted to be harsh on you because I thought sooner or later you’d understand but it’s not working. I’m telling you now; if you don’t quit lying to parents about where you’re living or if you move out, Ill personally tell them you’re living with Miranda. I hate being a bitch about this but I’ve told you SO many times, take it slow. You were with her 2 months then you just move in? It’s kind of obvious you left to Cheney because of her, same shit with Maritza. You might be happy with her, and I’m glad, but don’t put it over your own family. You knew about your little celebration at home, so quit lying to mom about that too. Why didn’t you just tell her that you didn’t want to come? Save her the time, embarrassment and maybe her tears. You’re seriously disappointing me. And it’s my fault too, because I’ve been helping you lie about shit I shouldn’t have too. Think about it cos to be honest, im done lying for you now.
Baby I can’t take this anymore, I’m falling harder then before.